Where the hell did angel come from?

Good question ….Angel is the only alias that isn’t my real name chopped and screwed. So who and where the fuck did Angel come from ?….. My 1st (we shall call her A because her name starts with an A) has the credit of making that name stick. A and I got together 9 nine years ago and shared a dysfunctional 2 relationship then a 2 year off and on, followed by a year of ,I’m bored so yea we can fuck. She knew me very well, our relationship was one of intensity, control, and lots of mind fucking. We were very in tune to one another. And how Angel came to be….

She tooled me I look like a sweet lil Angel and everyone in the family laughed
.

And when she said this is my little Angel as a introduction
it was a joke too us

 to them a simple observation

. In truth to each other we were heaven sent.

 She was a protector I was a quiet watcher.

  And she also being a teacher
took me.

 whispered knowledge to me and allowed me the freedom knowledge can bring.

So she was my angel

I tooled the family and everyone laughed

Foggy windows

They say eyes are the window to the soul...

I love others peoples eyes and how they play tricks or tell the truth, validate a lie..there tricky little bastards.

For some reason, its so much more insulting when "YOU CAN LOOK ME IN THE EYE AND LIE.!...?

running

 

I could not understand this love, that came on time

 but never attempted to cross the finish line of life with me.

Only push me back in my life race, which had nothing to do with her own case.

But Yea

 she still decided to infer with my race.

 And through on me the disgrace of a cheating mate.

Its really shitty cause she could have stayed contently on the side line.

Being a sideline chick was never enough for her though

she had to be a inferring ho

She had to have more attention

and she did anything for it high and low.

So I allowed her In the race of my life

 because she fought hard for the space.

But as soon as she got in the race

and felt secure in your space

she slowed her pace

And instead of me doing the logical thing and leaving yo ass behind

I got behind you and attempted to push you to the finish line.

And as I pushed….

 you stopped at every dime

 ….didn’t even have to be a dime

any change

any female in a 5mile range.

And when the stop and go pace started to be to much

and all my patients went
Well that is when you would begin to sprint.

This is how we finish the…………. first lap

This is how I replenish hope…….another set back.

I pushed and pushed

then you just stopped

and that made it a fact

Because I kept running never looking back

For a little while with the great relief

Also came great grief

Like I lost a weight and I was free
But like that weight had become a part of me

I keep running I never want another weight like that

Instead, maybe someone on the same team that also receive points at the finish line to. I would like it if she had her own race and we supported and coached one another…you know..? Something like that.

a fashioned key

I was caged in my head

when Meesh fashioned a key.

 an strategically ever so gently place that key in my hand. I left that key protruding out of the lock. while Angel patiently waits for some fool to see herr and let her out.

A NEW DO ALWAYS MAKE ME HAPPY

Long Hair Rocks